I love the same woman as my friend. The only one who “gets me” is someone other than her.
Last night I was hanging out with my friend who is one of the most amazing charlotte London escorts. We had an awesome time laughing, talking, and just having fun. It was really hard to leave her place to go home because it felt like she was the only person in the world who understood me. She’s gone through so much that I can understand her without explanation, and she understands me even when I don’t say anything at all. That’s what you call a close friend …
If you try to make her yours, she’ll see right through you. She’s way cool like that.
We had this conversation last night … I asked her how she feels about dating. She said generally she doesn’t care, but if it means something, then she’d consider it. I told her that I had a very bad experience about two years ago where I got really hurt at the beginning of a relationship with someone who wasn’t my “type” of woman. And now, if it does happen again, I’m not going to let myself get hurt again. If it does happen again, then I want some distance so that my feelings aren’t hurt …
She said, “When you love someone, you love the person for who they are; not for who you want them to be. You can’t make someone be something they aren’t.
I told her that I had some experience like this myself too … but instead of saying she was on my mind all day, I ended up feeling like I was on her mind all day because of the situation with me and the other woman … that’s crazy … she’s my best friend … it’s totally different than any commitment issue I’ve ever had with anyone else. I don’t want to hurt her. I need to let myself go so that I can be myself with her. If things didn’t work out with the other woman, then it would have been a decision of mine … but now it’s been a big part of my daily life.
I told her that I’m going to try to find a way to let go of this frustration … this negative attitude … and just relax and enjoy the peace and happiness that comes from not having my feelings hurt or blown off. She said she’ll do whatever she can do to help me out with that. And then we started talking about different things …
The next day, as soon as I woke up, something came over me … I was on her mind the entire night … I don’t want to think about her … I can’t stop thinking about her.
This is what she said to me the day before … “You can tell me if you’re really into this other girl or not. You don’t have to pretend with me. We are of a bond that will be forever. I’m not gonna judge you on that.”
Here’s how it started … She was talking about some guy who had liked her but she wasn’t into him.